I treat myself to a book subscription, the SFF Fellowship from Goldsboro Books. Goldilocks, by Laura Lam was the April book. It arrived yesterday. I was a bit distracted by a crochet project yesterday afternoon and this morning, but once I got myself organised, I sat down and read my new book.

The Earth is in environmental collapse. The future of humanity hangs in the balance. But a team of women are preparing to save it. Even if they’ll need to steal a spaceship to do it.

Despite increasing restrictions on the freedoms of women on Earth, Valerie Black is spearheading the first all-female mission to a planet in the Goldilocks Zone, where conditions are just right for human habitation.

The team is humanity’s last hope for survival, and Valerie has gathered the best women for the mission: an ace pilot who is one of the only astronauts ever to have gone to Mars; a brilliant engineer tasked with keeping the ship fully operational; and an experienced doctor to keep the crew alive. And then there’s Naomi Lovelace, Valerie’s surrogate daughter and the ship’s botanist, who has been waiting her whole life for an opportunity to step out of Valerie’s shadow and make a difference.

The problem is that they’re not the authorized crew, even if Valerie was the one to fully plan the voyage. When their mission is stolen from them, they steal the ship bound for the new planet.

But when things start going wrong on board, Naomi begins to suspect that someone is concealing a terrible secret — and realizes time for life on Earth may be running out faster than they feared . . .

My Review

This was a slow burner. Narrated by the main character’s daughter, Iris, in 2063, we learn of events in 2033. A group of women scientists and engineers steal a shuttle to get to Atalanta, a ship they helped design and build but from which they had been booted by a misogynist government.


Led by Dr Valerie Black, CEO of Hawthorn, the company originally tasked with designing the Atalanta and planning the trip, and adoptive mother of main character, Naomi Lovelace, an astrobiologist, Dr Hart (ship’s surgeon), her wife Jakkie Hixson, pilot, and Lebedeva, the engineer, steal a shuttle and then the Atalanta and head for Mars to make the jump to Cavendish, an Earth-like exoplanet, around Epsilon Eridani, now renamed Ran. But things aren’t quite going as expected and when a new infection appears on Earth that kills fast, secrets come to light that make the four subordinates question Dr Valerie Black.

I sat and read this in 6.5 hours, I couldn’t put it down. The slow build of tension as Naomi realises things aren’t quite what they ought to be and she loses her hero-worship of the woman who raised her is the main drive of tension, while the science in the science fiction is enough to keep a science buff interested without bogging down a non-science geek.

Valerie was a really vivid character, who was fully realised, while the others had flashes of life but were often in the background. I have seen other readers say they felt the characters were a bit flat, but I think that it might be deliberate. We are reading from the point of view of Iris Lovelace Kan, the second daughter of Naomi, and Dr Black’s son, Evan Kan; for her the most important people are obviously her mother and grandmother. They loom large in her psyche and so they are more realised in her story. I felt like I was reading a biography written by someone a little too close to the people involved, in that sense, with the characterisation.

The plot is taut and breathtaking, or at least I struggled to remember to breathe while I was reading. I really enjoyed the book, although I’d have liked some more background on how the world got from here to there. It’s hinted at, a gradual erasing of rights, a rise in right-wing ideology, ignored until it smacked people in the face.

We can see this happening already. It’s a warning, but there’s also hope. After the disaster changes were made, and although it wasn’t enough early enough, people survived. 

Given it’s VE Day here in the UK and our precious government are using it to whip up nationalist fervour, again, and the dodgy lot they have running her native U.S., I think it’s entirely prescient for Lam to write about changes 13 years from now, where the world is a mess, people still don’t believe climate change is real despite the refugees and wildfires, and rights are eroded for anyone not a rich, white man. The dream of utopia, espoused by Dr Black isn’t an option, nor is running away to another planet. We just have this one, this one chance, to sort things out, to change.

We’re at a turning point. Which way do you want to go?