The PH9 questionnaire is something I fill in almost every time I visit my counselor, and regularly when I visit the doctor. It’s supposed to measure how depressed or anxious you are by asking questions about the previous fortnight. The score determines your level of depression.
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Tag Archives: mental health
I have a new blog
I started a new blog this morning about my nascent craft business, ‘Rosie’s Wonky Creations’.
13th June 2015
I’m really, really tired, and it’s not even half seven yet. I went for a walk this morning to the local Methodist chapel; there was a vintage and craft fair on.Continue reading “13th June 2015”
7th June 2015
Good afternoon readers,
I haven’t talked about my depression in a while have I?Continue reading “7th June 2015”
The 2.25 Million Hidden Unemployed People Reveals The Stark Truth: There’s No Fucking Jobs
This is well worth reading. Please read the original blog post that I’ve re-bloged before reading my comments. Thanks.
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For those of us on ESA because of mental health conditions it’s a frightening thought that the already meager allowance could be sanctioned if we don’t attend ‘medical treatment’ because obviously we don’t want to get better and go to work if we don’t.I’m being sarcastic.
In January the idea of going to any form of treatment was impossible, purely because I couldn’t leave the house. If a person is that ill how are they expected to go to treatment?
I’ve had CBT in the past; it doesn’t work long term for some people, me included. Why go through the horror again, when long-term professional psychological assessment and treatment would be more appropriate? Because the government can keep the price down if they contract for a fixed number of sessions.
At some point I’ll have to go for an assessment with Maximus to see whether I need to be in the Work Related Activity Group or the Support Group. An employee of the DWP who knows me well said that I really need to get off ESA and into part-time work before then
…because I don’t want you to go through the trauma of the assessment.
Trauma
Before I had to stop working – was forced out of my job by unsympathetic management – I was working on a short term agency contract on the ESA enquiry line. I spoke with so many people who were in dire poverty because their ESA had been sanctioned or paid late. I spoke to people with serious mental health conditions who had been told they were fit for work by Atos despite being unable to leave the house unaccompanied, I spoke to people who were suicidal because they couldn’t deal with everything, because they were in dire poverty, because their lives had so suddenly changed.
The DWP is no longer fit for purpose, it kills people and attaches further stigma to those already stigmatized in our society. There needs to be serious reform, now.
A senior DWP manager has a motivational meltdown on twitter.
According to the latest statistics there are currently 1.84 million unemployed people. There are also 1.3 million people working part time because they cannot find a full time job. Nearly half a million people who are officially employed work less than six hours a week. Over 100,000 so-called employed people are actually on unpaid workfare.
But even this only tells half the truth about the number of under and unemployed people in the UK. There are a staggering 2.25 million people who are ‘economically inactive’ and want a job but who are not included in the unemployment figures. That means the true number of unemployed people, if unemployed is defined as not having a job and wanting one – which is how it should be fucking defined – is over four million.
The reason you never hear of the missing…
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22nd April 2015
I am a rabbit of negative euphoria this morning. I didn’t sleep last night.Continue reading “22nd April 2015”
I think my therapist may be religious
Friday just gone I had my appointment with my therapist. It was quite productive and I now have a ‘to do’ list for the next two weeks. I shall be looking into the self-publishing process, job searching and other socialising activities.
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Lists: the only way I’ll do anything productive this week
I recently got a note app for my phone since I carry my phone at all times (or I do now anyway, after the incident a few weeks ago) and need to scribble things down as they occur. One thing I’ve started doing is writing a list every evening of what I need to do the next day.
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Weird-Rosie territory
Hello faithful readers, I’m heading into weird-Rosie territory again, rather than bibliophile-Rosie territory, so if you’re here for the book reviews, you can stop reading now. If the random stuff that goes on in my head interests you, get comfy.
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21st February 2015
Morning all,
I’m beginning to recover from my bronchitis; I went to the doctor on Thursday and they checked. My lungs are no longer crackling but the cough might last another couple of weeks.

